to sum it up

unsure weeping questions unstable tired how long
scared have faith trying rain smoke sip tremble rage grind
burst fall collapse shit scramble wait nail bitten pray
wait answer not yet cry alone not quite run stay
help sleep life long tapping foot shaky hand doctors
god rest can’t pace creak sounds magnify home
family love hands held wait answers questions
no answers fight pain salvation relief focus
walk thoughts wild joy weak emotion overload weep
knees worship sing ask healing smoke cough breath gasp what
wake rise sun beautiful bed she’s gorgeous love
companion apart no keep save need desire now
unknown wait